Overwhelmed
Today I feel overwhelmed because of the fact that I am graduating soon, I dislike the fact that soon means everything is over = my student life is over.
Honestly, I am scared of the fact that I have to face the reality in this big mean world, especially that I will step into the fashion industry, somehow.
I am currently not ready to face adulthood challenges, but that is a part of life.
I am writing this because I might miss college, the friends I made, the familiar faces I see every day and soon I won't be able to see them everyday or most probably once a year or once in a few years.
Yes this happened to me during middle school and high school being an international student but somehow this feels different, not sure why.
Currently sitting on the floor of my room, thinking, and reflecting on my journey for the past 3 years in Raffles College of Higher Education in Singapore, let me say this, it is quite a journey of mentally and physically challenging as well as draining experiences
but nonetheless, memorable events of ups and downs with my friends.
Today onwards, I will have only till June 12, 2018 before graduation on the 13th. I want to try my best in everything I need to do as a foreign student in Singapore and balance my lifestyle with my student life satisfactorily.
Cheers!
-Stephanie
